stop being so angry

Some times I am getting very much angry on people like
Doing wrong things though they knows the impact of doing that would affect their most loving people.
Endless arguments for accepting their mistakes.
Not doing good things though they had opportunities for it.
Behaving like not understood even though they have clearly understood.

figured out that it is easier to be angry than scared. My life is not what you call ideal right now, and I am kinda angry about that, but I think I’m angry because I am scared of how badly things are going…though I’m not really sure what can be done about it. ah new angles…

When the BF points out that I am an angry person, and all I can say is I don’t understand why. I really don’t, I mean, deep down, I’m furious right now. What can I say? I have no clue, but I know I’m angry, its just something I’ve lived with for so long that its like background noise. I wonder if its possible to tune the channel anew? If so, I wish there was an easy way to do so.

This seems to be helping a bit, just getting away from the Nag will be nice. The place I am moving has its own set of challenges, but this seems to be the running theme in my life. I am preparing mentally.

My conciliation is that in a year, if things go well, I may be able to move in with my soon to be life partner and have a little more control over my living space. That’s really all I want in this aspect of my life, just a little control over what my living space is like.

I’m really tired of being an angry person. Little things set me off, I’m always really jealous of other people, and I sometimes have just plain bitter thoughts about people I don’t like. Is this what you call teenage angst? I hope so. I hope I grow out of this phase. I’m sick of carrying this negative energy on my back. I hold grudges like crazy. Letting something go is nearly impossible for me. I can’t live my whole life like this.

Stop thinking that acting angry = acting manly and tough ! Be more concerned about results than my self image

im really not that nagry anymore. but ive kinda released my anger into myself..which im trying to stop.

little things set me off. im trying to calm myself more so i dont get so outta control

SINGLE AND FANCY FREE! I have my ups and downs up I’ve moved over 1700 miles from home I have a job I love (even if it doesn’t pay much)and that I am so freking good at. So I will stick to it until I get promoted (it’s not even funny the difference between management and regular staff’s pay)
I have found that I was so angry because I was trying to fix a problem that did not want to be fixed so I moved on. I’m 85% me but when I started this I could not get out of bed most of 2006 I had to be 35% me. I saw a print in a furniture catalog it said. Most people spend there lives trying to find happiness, but it is a choice.
That moved me. Thanks for listening.

have passed since I added this goal. Sure, occasionally I’ll have a bad day, but I really don’t feel like I’m angry all the time anymore. Whew!