go back to college and get a degree

This is a long term goal. In reality I won’t be able to go to school for another 2 or 3 years because my husband is going to school and we have 5 kids and we’re trying to save up enough money to buy a house or have one built so we can can finally move out of the run down shack we have been living in since 1994.

I did three years at a four year university, then I did two years at a two year college… I think anyway, I actually can’t remember how much I did where anymore. Isn’t that sad? And what I went to college for in the first place? It’s so far away from who and what I am now it’s not funny. It’s still an interest, in a faraway dream sort of way.

I think I’d like to be a librarian. Or a pharmacist. Something like that. I want to feel like I have something I can point at and say, “This is what I do. This is why I am important. This is proof I am not a waste of life…”