Not lie to myself for ONE day

Be true to yourself. Only your own truth can lead you to the ultimate truth. Nobody else’s truth can be your truth. You have a seed within you. Only if that seed sprouts and becomes a tree, will you bare fruit; then you will have an ecstasy, a benediction. However, if you are following others, that seed will remain dead. In addition, you may accumulate all the ideals in the world and become successful, but you will feel empty, because nothing else can fill you—only your seed, when it becomes a tree, will fill you. You will feel fulfilment only when your truth has come to flower, never before.

Once you accomplish all this, you will suddenly be able to see everything around you very clearly. You will be able to see right through people’s intentions, you will be able to see that you attract what you are (which can sometimes be painful), and all of God’s natural laws will unfold in front of you.
All this however, begins with being honest with yourself.

I Don’t Think I Lie At All Any More Tbh.

has been one of those days where I just wouldn’t let myself go through with telling a lie. Hell, I almost feel like Honest Abe… even those small lies didn’t come up. It was relieving knowing that there was nothing I could get caught lying about today. I think this is a start of a beautiful friendship with myself, haha. Definitely worth it.

I’m pretty sure this will be an easy one for me, but I’ve never really taken into account how much I /do/ lie to myself. I guess we’ll see tomorrow how often it happens.

Im not sure that this is possible but I’m going to give it a try. I lie about my intentions all the time….....

He’s never lied to me. I shouldnt do it to him. He does not deserve it.

I wonder if in my eagerness to get along and be “helpful” that I don’t really know who I am or what I do until someone tells me. Then it’s like listening to a story about someone else. Am I lying to myself about my feelings and emotions? Are my motivations truly mine or someone elses? I wonder what would happen if I just started listening to myself and really hear what I’ve been trying to say?

This has not gone well this week. It is all tied up in procrastination. I tell myself that I will do something tomorrow instead of today and the now it’s the end of the week. I know this pattern. I am putting things off out of fear, self doubt or laziness. Just Do It.

Wish me luck!

I’ve tried a few times. It’s amazing how many casual lies I tell myself. This goal will take real effort.