rediscover my spirituality

Hmmmm, I’ve been hearing bits and bits of Buddhism lately and it sounds interesting. I’ll do some research…

Instead of “Pray more”, I decided to change this goal to “Rediscover my spirituality”. I can’t exactly explain why or how this happened… but I can say that it’s not as bad as it sounds (if it sounds bad to anyone). Truthfully, I’m pretty optimistic about this new goal… and who knows, maybe this will help me pray more nonetheless. :>

... to Praise Night (youth group) for the first time in a year or two. Got to see some old familiar faces and we prayed so hard it made me cry a bit. It was embarrassing but also sort of refreshing.
Too bad I have to skip church today. I have so much schoolwork.

He knows I’m not the best Christian but He’s been holding my hand the entire time. Now I want to open my heart and squeeze it back.

I want to talk to You, God. There’s so much I want to say.