fall in love with the right person and be loved back as much as i love them!

hopfully i’m still waiting for my prince charming ^_

true love. that would be so nice. anyone who has found it. is it truly real?

I want to, but is impossible. I cannot fall in love easily and all the guys that approach me I just don’t like the same way. And when I finally fell in love, I found out that he loves me, but as a friend. Will it ever happen?

i have been chronically single (as i like to call it) basically my entire life. it sucks. i know there are people in relationships who think it’s great to be single, and it is to a certain point. maybe in a past life i was a nun and that kind of life was fine with me then, but it isn’t now. i know in the past i was less than attractive to most men, too shy to talk to the ones i was interested in and too depressed to do much about it. i’ve done things with my life though (for myself) and yet i feel like i’ve been cursed to be alone sometimes. i’m breaking that curse! i have a ways to go, especially because i feel so far behind the rest of the dating world. i have a lot to offer the right man and i have to be more open to sharing that about myself! i’ve made some progress in the past few years, which i am very proud of. the quote that i keep reminding myself about says, “don’t take life too seriously, none of us make it out alive.” so instead of being too shy and not willing to give it a go, i’m pushing myself when i hear my thoughts say not to.

It ain’t easy …

It takes a lot of work and guts not mention honesty.
But worth it? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my andre and i have been together for 2 years now. hes so much more than i could ever ask for.

This goal might soon be accomplished. I found this guy Justin who I’ve gone to school with for 3 years. I always liked him—and when we started hanging out like 3 weeks ago, I realized that he’s always liked me too. So what a wonderful coincidence.

I walked home with him Friday and I found that we are just perfect together. He treats me so amazingly, with so much love and respect. He’s so weird, but thats good because I am too. Hes not afraid to point out my flaws or to tell me I’m wrong, but he always accepts me no matter what. He loves to be with me and I love to be with him. He says without me his life would be boring. And he’s to ONLY person I’ve ever met that is okay with me being quiet when I want to be. We can walk for twenty minutes in just a comfortable silence, just smiling at eachother.

I am so smitten and so glad to know such a great guy that will always be there for me. I really hope that we can get together. A love like ours would be a mistake to pass up.

One can only love another if they truely love themselves inside and out. I have had great loves in my life and always end up hurt. I am glad that I have experienced and tasted what true love is all about or have I? I hope that what is meant to be will be and “Someday my prince will come”. . .but in the mean time I must consintraite on me