How I did it: Grandma is dead.
The Queen is Dead, long live the Queen.
I feel like everyone should know my Grandma died. Like the world should go into mourning. And I'm so sorry. And I didn't want her to die. But I desperately wanted her to die.
She's been dying for six years. She first started during Hurricane Katrina. I laid on the couch in her room in palliative care and listened to every breath. I felt the ghosts gathering in the room. I'd try to flee and go watch TV and everyone was watching these horrible images of people dying in a hurricane a million miles away. I watched but I didn't care, I just wanted my Grandma back...."
Read the rest at http://hollyiswhere.blogspot.com/2011/05/grandma-is-dead.html
Read how I did it… 3 years ago