find a man

Before this happens, I must respect myself and be comfortable with who I am.

Until then…>_>

first phone call with the guy met on the online dating site… hmm not a good vibe, he sounded angry, he’s angry already and we haven’t even met?? hhha a great start

I’m trying online dating now as I don’t have much time and kind of still new in town… I’m having good vibes…

to find a guy that will accept me as a tranny/shemale

whatever.i’m in dallas,tx

In my dream my daughter had set up a meeting between me and this guy. I had no idea she had planned this. There was a bunch of guys in a field. I kept looking at this one man. He was solidly buildt, strong jaw, serious looking eyes, but when he smiled he had dimples. He was like the alpha-male of the group. My daughter went out in the field to talk to him. The both looked over at me. He bent down and dug a hole or buried something – it’s not clear in the dream. We all went for something to eat. He sat a few seats away from me. So we never talked. I couldn’t stop looking at him. He got up to leave and I grabbed him arm. He said something like ‘No, the time is not now.’
Usually my dreams happen, and I get what my dream is telling me. I’ve made very poor choices in my men in the past. I know I have to become strong and centered in myself before I can even think of a relationship ever. He was handsome though.

_{still creeping.
I will not let myself get to three years singledom!}

it happened. the beginning, butterflies in the stomach, both of ours, he’s in the closet and like Ziggy from that novel by Dennis Cooper, but im messed up too, so if it all blows up in my face i would do it again in an instant like i did the time before and would cherish everything up to this point.
yeah

a good man is hard to find…
but a hard man is good to find! :)

I want to find a loving guy to be my boyfriend.

someone who just knows & understand me and that is will let me do the same.