camillacomolatti YAY! got a library card!
Just thinking about this goal…such a hard one…one day you’re really ok with your looks and another day…
Damn…this one is gonna stay for a while here I suppose
camillacomolatti YAY! got a library card!
Just thinking about this goal…such a hard one…one day you’re really ok with your looks and another day…
Damn…this one is gonna stay for a while here I suppose
i wore a new jumper, it was 1 that some1 gave me, it was really tight fitting. the kind of thing i’d never be seen in b4! i’m so concious of the fact that i’m overweight, i generally try and hide it as best i can (probably making it worse!) by wearing loose fitting clothes.
i’ve lost 17 lbs this last yr n i thought i’d try going 2 work in my new jumper! just about every1 made a comment that i looked good! it gave me self-esteem n a tad more confidence! so now instead of being at the bottom of the drawer this jumper has got pride of place so every time i feel a bit low n self-concious i will wear it!! thanks A who gave it 2 me.. it’s wonderful.!
I was teased continuously and developed a very big complex about the way that I looked. I know that you should let these things go after so many years, but I know that’s when it started. I am obsessed with fashion magazines, and comparing myself to them. I know that they are airbrushed, and have professional make-up artists, but it doesn’t help. Thankfully I have never gone down the road of an eating disorder, or cutting myself, but I know that I have a warped image of my body and face. I am in my early thirties and really want to let this insecurity go so I can move on with my blessed life.