Weigh 170 pounds.

I was in the low 190’s at the end of summer (think 192ish) and last time I got to check I still was. It’s amazing, because I feel like all I do at school is eat. I guess I also work out a lot though. It’s just a shame; if I could just eat like a normal person (like I do at home) when I’m at school, I’d probably lose weight since I’m so much more active. It doesn’t help that a lot of our team stuff revolves around eating (and drinking…).
I just don’t seem to be that motivated. At least I’m making fitness gains? It’d be nice to look how I feel though.

S 7-4-09 173.5lbs.

Despite being on vacation for a week, constant snacking and three big meals each day, I’ve managed to maintain a respectable weight! It makes getting back to my goal a lot easier. Bring on the new week.

Just to say I’ve made it to 169.5 pounds yay. I haven’t felt like i’ve lost very much weight this month but I have lost at least 4 pounds.

T 6-25-09 173 lbs

Back at 184. :(

Need to quit it with the potatoes.

Currently at 180, would like to weigh 170.

197.6 today.
Time to restart.
I think my goal is going to be 175ish by the time I go back to school. 14 weeks, that’s about a pound and a half a week… It’s doable. I know I’ll be forced to eat well when I’m in CA, and especially if I’m working full-time, I won’t be able to sit around and eat. I’m also sure being in the city will force me to walk around a lot, I’m just concerned about if I’m going to be able to fit in running (and also where… haven’t seen my sister’s neighborhood yet, can’t judge if it’s somewhere I want to be roaming around early in the morning or late at night). I might be able to convince Cait and/or one of her housemates to run with me…

Blah. I’m sure I’ve been slowly creeping up in weight the whole semester, but the last few weeks have been particularly bad. I think I’m somewhere close to 200 now. :(
Well, I’m either going to be spending the summer in California with my skinny-hippie-vegetarian sister & her housemates, or maybe at a camp… either way, I should be moving around more and being a little more controlled in the eating department. I think I can get close to this goal again by the time next semester starts.

I almost broke down at the mall today. I was in the dressing room trying on dresses, and I couldn’t fit into the largest size that the store had. Seeing myself so big was repulsive. I weigh almost 220 pounds. I just seemed to over-correct after a long battle with anorexia and bulimia. For once, I want to fit into a medium without making myself sick. I want to lose at least 50 pounds this year.

Well, it’s been fluctuating quite a bit, but it hasn’t been above 190.2 since my last entry. So at the least I’ve lost about a pound, but probably more like two; I was 188.6 today, which incidentally is also exactly my average for the past week.
So, 185 by the end of break seems doable. (It sucks to be backtracking, I weighed 185 in September and 181 in August.)