weigh 110 pounds

i’m on a mission. this is my gw3

There has been some misunderstanding. My scale had only said 109 because I weighed myself in the bathroom and for some reason its inaccurate there. So I checked in the living room and it said 117. =(

This sucks, I KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE… well it’s only going to push me harder.

So yea I changed it back to “I want to do this again” I havent even gotten that low yet, I knew I should have waited… gosh.

Well it pushed me harder during soccer, I feel GREAT. When I got home, I danced for a bit and did some ab exercises, with lunges and squats, and push ups and these arm exercises for your triceps. yep. I noticed I’ve gotten stronger. I can do 15 pushups now, compared to doing only 10. Not to include, I am a girl.

I was soo pissed off a bit yesterday, I had my OWN friend say that I will NEVER be 105. That once I hit 110. I will never be happy and I will never be 105. Oh noooo! That’s sooo NOT going to happen. I can do ANYTHING, Just watch me. I thought she was supposed to be supportive but I have a feeling she wants to try to put me down. NOT going to happen.

I can do anything, come on! Just watch me, by the end of this summer.

4.5 left! then 5 more til my ultimate goal.

by Dec 31st, 2008

Wish me luck :]

I’m 5’2” and 154 pounds today. I look kind of like a barrel. I used to weigh 105. After my second child was born (16 years ago) I was down to 97 pounds, but that was scary, pointy, unattractive, and totally not on purpose. I have some bad habits and some good habits. I love to eat breakfast, which is good. I don’t eat enough fruits and vegetables. I like them, though. I eat too much white food- white bread, white potatoes, white rice. I will probably never replace real sugar with anything else. I don’t move enough. I had a newspaper route when I was a kid (12-17) and walking or riding a bike for about an hour a day was a great way to stay fit and not realize it. Even when my kids were little I moved more, because I had to keep up with them, and there was lots of lifting and carrying happening. I like to dance, but I wouldn’t dance in public now. Walking is okay, a little boring. I have no interest in jogging. I’d ride a bike if I had one. And listen to my ipod while I ride. And try not to get hit by a car.

I used to be a bit too skinny, but then I gained like 20 lbs. in a year eating TONS of carbs. I just got so sick of people telling me that I was too thin. Now I weigh 120, and would really like to lose 10 lbs. I used to be anorexic, but that was like 5 years and I would never harm myself like that again.

My BMI is too high to be at my current weight! So saaad =(

I don’t need time, I NEED RESULTS!

SW: 120
CW: 118
1GW:118 =)
2GW: 115
3GW: 112
4GW: 110
Ultimate goal weight: 105

and it would be nice to be this weight at MOST. =D

8 more lbs to go and I’ll be at my goal weight. I don’t like being more then 100-104 lbs at any given time. I’m almost there.