This is an excerpt from another post I made today:

“Today I was thinking of taking a break in between washing the dishes and doing my daughter’s hair. I was thinking of looking for yet another K- Drama. How many hours have I spent watching soap operas foreign and domestic? How many hours have I spent writing, reading, watching movies etc. And both weekend days we spent at popular tourist spots. I got out, excercised, studied, did domestic stuff, etc.

So there may come a point where I’m fulfilled and satisfied and feel that I’ve done enough of all the things I felt I had no time for in my youth…”

Further, it’s possible that I might (gasp) get bored and WANT very much so to work full-time, not to get away from the toddlers as was the motivation 10 years ago, but rather because I’ve done everything else I wanted to do with my life. I took care of the children, wrote and made up my mind about what I really and truly wanted to do. I might want to go back soon because I’m ready, because everything is in order and taken care of…

Because I know that hard work will make that stuff that I’m yawning over—movies, K-dramas, writing etc, fun again. AND I’ll be doing work I enjoy, making money, etc…good times are ahead! 14 months ago