Nyx and I are starting to be on friendlier terms. Its so nice to have her on side, and the darkness is no longer so sad.
Trying to balance the Goddess of Darkness and Destruction and Chaos with the Goddess of Sun and Fertility and Justice is a struggle though! i dont know which time of day i should like more! 8 months ago

but im going to choose to assume you are all doing the stuff instead of contemplating doing the stuff on your list -like i am. XD 14 months ago

Yay!!!!
i finally feel the relation between me and Nyx!!!
I so feel like taking a run through the night!
Goes and runs like a maniac
XD
P.S. I made a chatzy link for all of us and here it is:
http://us3.chatzy.com/89810681574860 14 months ago

Me too! I apologize waiting at the last minute.
I get kind of shy. Again deeply sorry!

Anyways, at first i thought that i had a very close bond with Zeus.
I guess i don’t anymore.
Instead of feeling to wind and electricity through my veins,
All i feel is darkness,
And laying on the ground seeing the beautiful night and stars,
Alone…
I had a choices either being Wiccan/Christian.
But I had on interest in any.
Sometimes i feel stressed,
I can’t just go up to my mom,(who is dead)
or my dad,(who is in prison for beating and neglecting me)
I am too shy!
I am alone!!!!
I can only open up to nature, and communicate with it,
I have that same strong feeling with night.
My dad is finally calming down,
I am soo glad!
But the question is will he continue be a criminal?
Maybe?
I do believe in him though!

Every day i write poetry on expressing my emotions,
In the night!

For now I will remain in the night! :) 14 months ago

I do at least appear to be slowly evolving to a sunset. :)
Yay to golden-rose-purple blends! 14 months ago

Is Dawn like the new moon/waxing moon
=New beginnings, new ideas, wishes, growth, healing.
Sunset, waxing/dark moon
=Cleansing, banishing, completing, karma, divination

Just trying to get ideas of our purposes… what do you think? Youre officially responsible for trying to be creative! Im just trying to bring change. 15 months ago

My initiatory thingummy!
Equiped with only a candle(dark purple) a box of matches and a water bottle, i brave the mosquito plague and venture to the garden… O.O
The element summoning works okay, i have a chat with my personification of each(water is hard to look at, she keeps morphing) about the hi, please work with me, this is what im after.
Then i invite Nyx/spirit.
She almost appears(a vague shadow out the corner of my eyes)and paces around me in a predatory way, sizing me up i’d say. So i plead my case. She eventually(after enjoying much begging) agrees to have me as a daughter(at the exact moment she said she would accept me as a daughter of night the candle went out) but she was a bit iffy on the vampire thing… either she didnt want to or she had something different in mind for me. So i told her(naturally) that i’d wait for a while if she needed, and that i would listen to her in my dreams/life for the direction i should take under her care. But she seemed to like me as sunset phoenix, and told me to be careful i didnt dwell in the darkness of night, because the stars and moon provide light, hope and direction in life, as well as make the journey more magickal.
Tonight i will listen to my dreams, but for now i have to go and deal with angry parents who a) had banned me from net and b) asked me to clean up something. g2g! :D

found pic: http://ferelwing.deviantart.com/art/The-Initiation-103564471?q=boost%3Apopular%20in%3Adigitalart%20initiation&qo=3 15 months ago

I think some of us are making good headway with this goal! 15 months ago

Basically in 10-20 minutes this is what happened. I hoped in my circle and opened up the window (not all the way so I didn’t get heat out it’s chilly, but worth it.) I focused on the elements I felt easch item around my circle a couple of times.I closed my eyes tighter and and td Nyx what I wanted (drunked half the water offered to Nyx like you suggested, Armen)while focusing on the night, I didn’t see but after foucsing I heard her say “My honorary daughter” and I also saw my Nyx vision where she was holding a baby in a long white gown ( I told you about this Armen) beautifulest five second vision ever. I could feel the air circulating in my
hinds I took it and tossed it in the night. Felt the water and all. the elements again and my mind said “I’m done”. I think when I threw the air it made new for my soul element water. And the vision symbols me and Nyx’s relationship. Hope I wasn’t to quick if you think, so I could do a long time medit tommorrow. 15 months ago

About the spell is it more of a ritual than a spell? And we need to go over exactly we need to cast the circle 15 months ago

I’m here! 15 months ago

the followers of Nyx team! XD 15 months ago

Heres hoping I dont screw up another dedication. 15 months ago