Fall in love

Why is it so easy to like someone? Like, I just said I’m tired and stuff and I’m off girls for a while and then someone comes along to blow me away. Not sure if she’s interested, but its just so easy to fall for her. probably me just being stupid ol me again. So patience and selfcontrol are of prime importance.

Like most, ive dated and been in relationships before, ive even said ‘i love you’ though i never truly meant it.
I just want to love and be loved in return, i want to find true love, that special someone to share my life with…

I want exactly what the other 23,778 people doing this want!!
Somethings telling me im not gonna crack this one in a week.

Love I Met Today A Wonderful Girl I Was Chaking When I Saw Her She Was Awesome But I Didn`t Tell her That She Is Fantastic She Stoled My Heart I Saw Her 5 Minutes But I Felt That She Is My Qween Since My Born I Loved Her So Much Just In 5 Minutes Only And I Wanna Meet Her Again …!!

i am better at knowing who and what is wrong for me. i have definitely identified guys who are right for me -and in some cases overtures have been made in both directions. not as strongly as i would like – but i have committed the balance of this year to focusing on building my business and not a relationship. the energy required for the business is needed to be expended on the business. this is not to suggest that i haven’t had some really great prospects emerge – which could – in the future be acted upon. i have never been in such a healthy space as to recognize what a good guy looks like for me. healthy, happy, fulfilled, not co-dependent or needy. i have those guys in a purview i haven’t ever before. i am so much better off overall in terms of what i know about myself, previous choices that are healthy, and why in learning more about myself – and investing in my growth – i can be a much better companion. i have really grown up on this one. i have a much better idea of what love looks like than i ever did. in part, because i have worked on what it isn’t! i get it. i get it.

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I think a huge part of this for me was learning to love myself. After being heart broken, it was hard for me to believe or trust that someone else can actually love me, for me…A part of me still feels like I am slowly falling down this huge abyss and I am not sure what to expect at the bottom…I’ve heard some say that’s what makes things exciting, not knowing what’s next. I am taking it one day at a time..like I tell my own clients to take their lives. 24.

Just stop. Stop looking. Stop hoping. Stop wishing. Stop wanting. Focus on yourself and no one else. Be that cool, smart, witty, hot chick that you are. Improve what you can, and eff the rest.

There are nearly 7 billion people in this world. Back off, and let the universe do its thing.

If I become strong enough and capable enough to meet my own needs
I’ll never have to feel vulnerable
never have to face possible rejection
was this my secret motto
do I have “receptor sites” in my body for the experience of someone loving and actually anticipating my needs
make coffee for me?
although the heart longs for love it’s just as important for a heart to be free
warning
don’t get lost in only the freeness
it’s longing in love and a free heart, simultaneously.
It’s you
calling me
your heart
loving me
I allow myself to need you
and own it
It’s not easy
I want to
I want you
It’s as uncomfortable as trimming the shrubs because I love them
for as long as I can
even though they may soon not be mine…

52 and birthing myself.

thank you love
July 2 2009

met during a short vacation. a friend to a friend.
i barely spoke to her. she did hang around with me and my friends for a few days.i got tongue tied. always,always awkward with girls.
pretty, very smart girl. outgoing, but kind of mysterious too.
now we are a thousand miles apart.
cant do anything. she’s on my mind all the time.
allll the time.

w.t.f!!!

I know I will.