honor my 4 personal truths

I spoke my truth as I knew it. I spoke my truth as I felt it deemed a necessity. I spoke from my heart.

I was heard. I was respected. I was validated.

Something is amiss and not resonating with my personal truths. I have taken the time to quiet my mind this weekend and REALLY listen to what messages I would receive.

The same montra keeps returning:’You have been ill since May, technically since late March. Some times twice a month. Listen to your body & what we are trying to show you.’

I found the connection between my stress & becoming ill.
Returning to school was the biggest stressor of all..

I need a degree or a certificate to improve my standard of living..
I tried differ approaches to help me:none worked for me.

Western medicine is not helpful.
I am not sure where to turn.

Attended the UU Fellowship on Sunday, after days of feeling isolated and just blah. It was nice to see people I knew of and one or two friends.

These are my 4 Personal Truths at this time that I need in my life.

Transform- Currently for the last month I have been transforming my life, one day at a time.

Learn- I have returned to college and am actively persuing my degree.

Freedom- I am making intelligent chocies that give me the freedom I have always had but neglected to acknowledge.

Quest- Life itself is a quest on its own merit.

Where did I lose sight of my 4 personal truths? I must have placed them down months ago, feeding into the cycle of lifes’ grind..

Things are not resonating with my inner self and DRASTIC change is bound to happen. I MUST return to what I have known..embracing my personal truths again.

Samhain is around the corner. What a fitting time to reconnect with the One(s)that I have pushed back in my life. If not then, I will wait for a dark moon once more.

It has been a long time since my last entry..feels like forever. Nonetheless, I have left a very stressful relationship. My ‘inner spirit’ had been yelling at me and I blantantly ignored it. I have had my wakeup call. I have gotten out of that relationship and can feel myself becoming lighter.

I desire to grasp onto my personal truths, hold them in the palms of my hands and trust in the unknown forces that exude around me.

Today is my birthday. I am honoring my 4 personal truths by doing something that reflects each one.

Self-care wins!

I begin at another school today!