have a close circle of friends

I’ve never been one to get really close and attached to people very easily. Even in school I had people that I talked to and ate lunch with but I never thought to hang out with any of them outside of school. I dont want to come off as being pushy and invite myself to go hang out with people who may not want me to hang with them. Its weird because there have been people that I know like me and that I know want to hang out with me but I feel like unless they ask me specifically they dont want me around, lol.

Im trying to be more trusting and letting myself get close to people and make connections with people outside of my family. Its part of my “new year, new me” plan. Its 2009 and I’ll be 21 this year…I want to make some changes and it would be great to have some friends there to encourage me!

I belive everyone and i mean every one should have a close circle of friend. and i don’t mean you know “friends”. i mean the ones you can count on in an emergncy,the one who will listen when you need an ear and really listen.people who you can share your dreams with and feel your being supported.you know like all the groups of friends you see on tv.besides the ones who are back stabing each other(reunion) and thats what i hope to have.I mean i have friends but not ones who i talk to on a weekly or even monthly basis.not any i would really confide in. or that would be there for me with a pint of ben&jerrys if i needed it just those that you can go out with because theres no one else.