become perfect

haha, i cant believe i even wanted this!

I guess I’ll have to start by listing my imperfections. But I really, really, really want this. You don’t know how many times I’ve lied, sweared, said rude comments, defied my parents, gorged myself with fatty food, neglected responsibility—-thats just a short list. anywho, i better get started.

So I totally sat down and made a list on things that i could do to improve… and i wasn’t shocked to see I could find more imperfections in my appearance then anything else… now this isnt to say im an amazing person just pretty darn ugly… this basicly says im bloody well image obsessed… but hey can you blame me in this society!?
But yes plan of compaign… I will use thast wonderful 43things.com and work on the little tasks as a seperate thing and update this ‘thing’ (this thing being ‘become perfect’) when each one has been completed or near to completion, or failed miserably, or something defining happens and i feel it should be mentioned… ETC

wow! one of the first things should really be to become less image obsessed… but i would rather sort out my appearance first… as after all looking perfect is part of being perfect surely!

watch this space!
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I think the first thing to do when starting on this task, is to decide what one feels perfect really is… obviously everyone thinks of perfect differently…

I think for myself I would like to improve as many areas as possible so I do infact become perfect… not just look perfect, or think perfect, or act perfect, but become the whole darn perfect package… as I progress on this ‘journey’ – for sake of a better word, I presume that more ideas will come to me… as obviously I will want to improve the most obvious bits first…

I will have to go away and think of these and do sublists then sublists of those sublists etc etc… (i like lists!) untill i have a plan of action!

so yeh! watch this space!

Very slow, to be sure but I am making progress. I think that I have found out HOW to become perfect. Now I must muster the WILL to do it. It’s really not that hard. You just need to be sure that you understand WHAT perfect is and understand the process that must be followed. How slow or fast is not this issure. The desire and the purpose are.

Anyone else want to become pefect?

I know that this can be done. I also know that I won’t be able to do it myself.

Many more thoughts to come.