Feel Proud of Myself

I want to do things that make me feel proud. I want to achieve things that I propose here and in real life, every day.

i realy felt proud of myself when i was helping people follow there dreams it took days and days but it was worth it and i felt proud i even gave them money but i didnt care i was helping them with there dream not mine and i felt very proud.

Even when i do well i don’t think i’ve truly done well. I don’t know why, I just want to feel proud of myself when i do something good or when i am successfull at something. I get good grades but i never feel like i’ve done good enough.

I don’t know why, i hope i can feel proud of myself.

everytime i do something that i should be proud about, something comes up where i feel like i shouldn’t be proud. like i’m worthless and what i’ve done is never good enough.

All of my life I’ve never felt proud of my accomplishments..well other that when I gave birth..5 times! Now I want to feel proud of myself for something I have done for ME~~This includes losing weight, actually finishing a scrapbook page, buying ME new clothes..etc. ANYTHING for me and not for someone else!!