cjknc depressed
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1 week ago
the name says it all
How to to be happy
It made me
Happy 
"Be true to yourself - ALWAYS"
How I did it: By listening to self instead of others,because if you can
not learn how to value yourself how can you expect
others to,I listened to long to people with negative
opinions and decided that I had come to a crossroad in my life - I could either go their way and let myself be dragged down to that level where I moaned and groaned about everything or I could look at both life and my own positives and see where that brought me.I chose the latter and am thankful I did
Lessons & tips: as above
Resources: self values
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