Most days I am simply content, not happy but not sad either. I discovered yesterday that a dear aunt died. I should be sad, but I feel so numb to it. There has been so much death in my family that her passing from the earth almost seems normal to me. I hope something isn’t wrong with me. I loved her very much and even took time out of my life to visit with her. Maybe it will hit me at the funeral 4 months ago

That is it. 7 months ago