Live everyday like it is my last

Wow… I’ve now done seven things and got another 19 to accomplish. From last year this time to present, I’ve accomplished something that I should be happy about, something I will do over and over again just to be how happy I was then. However at present, I’m finding it a little bit difficult doing this goal… Coz I feel like I already had my last day… And that I am now just living second by second… This is not right… But what do I do to change this??

I sit back now and say wow… I had no idea how badly I wanted to do this last year like I do now.

Just 2 months after I wrote this entry did I see how much this meant to me.

I am now living or trying to live like today or any other day would be my last as I got the worst news I did 2 months after writting this entry last year.

Live like you never going to wake up tomorrow morning!

I have recently been through alot and just feel like its time that I start living like every day will be my last, that way I won’t have any regrets and I will know that if anything drastic were to happen, then I’ve done evrything I’ve wanted to, which includes my 7 other things on my list.

It’s time I make the time for myself and concentrate on doing what I want to do and not things I’m expected to do.

This links in with so many of my other things on my list. But I thought recently, anything could happen. Absolutely anything.

I find it so hard to put a smile on my face each day. But I’m going to try and be happy everyday because it might as very well be my last. I want to try to do only the things I absolutely want to.