I have decided to give up on this goal. I am never going to let go of all my secrets. I will probably never let go of even the most simple of them.

I think I have found that they are too close to me and too much a part of me. They are MY secrets and I don’t want to let them go. I am going to savor every feeling they give me. They make me feel alive and when I think about these things that are so close to me, and my eyes fill with water; I know I am alive.

So, for now, I am just going to go along and know that what I feel is OK and hold on to these things I hold so dear. 22 months ago