practice patience

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I have a friend that isn’t talking to me right now, and I’m surprisingly calm about the whole thing. Normally I’d be impatient and kinda pissed. We both had a fight and said some pretty stupid things to each other, but I guess this person’s not ready to talk yet? I guess since I’m at fault too, it’s kind of humbling. But I can’t wait for this to be over! It’s so dumb. :-/

-“Son, this to shall pass.”
And the interesting thing is you can say that about almost anything.
One thing ends and another begins, most things don’t last for ever, eventually it will pass.
So if your having a hard time, just know it will eventually Change.
:)

My life is pretty interesting. My father was a genious. He was very smart but not very good at being a father. He did give me a good-spoiled life. He was rich but he didn’t leave me anything. damn! Well, I guess I’ve done alright but I have no patience. I want patience. Hurry up!

my puppy is driving me craaazy. I swear he is testing my patience every second.
but im smarter, i will be as patient as Buddha if i have to.

This is one virtue that i don’t have and i need to do this. I’m easily annoyed when things don’t come up to my expectations. I tend get cranky, moody and would start venting my feelings on others and things would just turn ugly. I need to control this.

make some really messed up choices. I’m not talking about getting pissy while standing in line at Subway on my lunchbreak. I’m talking about lacking the patience to just have my life….happen. I worry a lot. And I obsess. Now, call me crazy, but I’m thinking when you put worrying, obsessing & impatience all together, shake the living hell out of them and add an olive, you come up with one incredibly tumultuous and impulsive cocktail.

And that’s me. So I’m working on this. I think I make progress when I remember to tell myself (key word there being remember) to LET GO of things I have no control over. I cannot control what someone else does, thinks or feels. I have control only over my choices and behavior. What happens after that is out of my hands…

And that’s just damn easier said than done, let me tell you.

this virtue is needed both in real life as well as in my professional life…i’m a customer care representative but sometimes customers are just saying silly,stupid,annoying and even racial things to get away with there messed phone bills and f *ing irrelevant and easy problems…if they could just read the manual and not so dependent…anyway, no need to jot all of these…when i signed the contract i signed up for hell ahehehehe=)...and to add more, assisting stupid and nonesense people is a lot of money to begin with….ahehehe…==lol to them===