take myself out on a date

:) 19 Apr 2007

I had lunch @ Mado Restaurant.

It feels great, to be apreciated ! :p :))

I wanted to feel single again. all that freedom and bliss. being independent and all. feeling myself. ... to remember that I don’t have to be dependent of others in order to live my own life.

I have a fav rest (“Broken clock”) where i go by myself and also with friends.

I spent 2005 and 2006 New year’s Eves the same way, refusing invitations. I felt great. So I was happier on 2007 with “the others”.

http://www.heyugly.org/celebritystories.php
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JIM CARREY- ”... become a complete person on my own. ... what love is to me. Being a whole person is the only shot you’ve got at finding a person who’s healthy and whole themselves.” Source: USA Today Feb 22, ‘07

My gawd. i really really need some me time. And I desperately want one. its just that I cant get the guts to face my fear of eating alone inside a resto. It feels like I’m such a loser. Maybe, just maybe I should pick a non crowded resto in a non crowded mall just to ease the awkwardness of eating alone…

sigh

I want to feel single again. all that freedom and bliss. being independent and all. feeling all confident.

Sometimes, losing some company makes me think I’m such a loner. Hayyyy.