be fearless

Things I would do if I knew I couldn’t fail,
- Fly to england and see if he still loves me
- Get honors
- Run a marathon
- TRAIN and get super fit
- Learn to speak french, spanish and japanese
- Sky Dive, Bungy jump
- Start my own business
- Design clothes
- Go into event management
- Write for a magazine
- Save my brother from himself
- Tell my Dad what I think about him leaving
- Be honest with my boyfriend
- Be a dancer
- Buy a one way ticket somewhere and wander the earth
- Fall in love
- Deal with all of my past hurts
- Learn about things (music, art, literature) I feel are beyond me
- Play the violin
- Be a black belt
- Be an actress
- Make my Mum happy
- Be TIDY and ORGANISED
- Learn to cook
- Drive a Motorcycle (instead of my silly car)
- Sing in front of a big crowd
- Horse Ride
- Go to med school
- Find faith and purpose
- Paint
- Have a child
- A billion other things

A lot of these things don’t seem scary but I guess the reason I am not doing them can only be fear

I am going to go and watch the scariest movies I can find as I am a WUSS wen it comes to them!!

I fearlessly learnt to snowboard last week, throwing my self off the biggest run the second day after I learnt, my bf said I should be careful this goal doesnt turn into being reckless!! But one thing is for sure you feel like you cant do it during, but afterwards woohoo

I am afraid of everything. Whether it be the little things, like spiders, heights, scary movies or the bigger things, like being outgoing, rejection, failure. I just wish that I could let all of my guards down and just let life happen.

Ok probably my biggest fear is heights. Its bad. Whenever i get anywhere high i shake and freak out a little bit. But last weekend I was in Lake Havasu and I jumped off a 35 foot cliff into water. I believe this is a step in the write direction.

I am not sure if this goal can ever really be finished but I can sure get close. I let fear and doubt stop me from doing alot of things i want to do. I need to step up and do it.

I wish to be less afraid, and be more confident with what I can do. I need to believe in the power in me to make things possible.

I worry about lots of things and am also quite scared of lots of things. It would be nice once in a while to be able to switch my brain off and stop worrying about frankly unimportant things and just do it.

I have quite a little way to go with this particular goal but I feel I am coming along very well. I have definitely been accomplishing more small things daily, and a lot of tiny successes can only lead to a successful life!

If I was truly fearless, I everything on my “To Do” list would be on my “Done” list. Fear keeps me from doing the things I need to do, even if it’s just laundry because it seems like so much to do. If I’m fearless, nothing seems insurmountable. I gotta do my laundry, I can’t let my laundry do me!!!