become more social

I can never just go up to a person at school/anywhere else i feel the interest in talking to because i NEVER know how to start a conversation or stay away from those awkward silence moments. And i don’t want to just be like “so whats your favorite movie” or dumb questions like that! Help

Just started talking to classmates and customers at work and discovered that people are in fact interesting in their own quirky ways. Although i tend to be more introverted most of the time, I dont appear to come across as such and that helped get in out of the house and help me to “fake it till I make it”. I learnt that not all activities are for me and that I can pick and choose what I want to do with my time. I’m having fun learning the weird rules of socializing right now.

It’s not like i am not social but i do no i want to be more social and be free..just do what i want to do! Have fun every second of my life.

I only hang out with 3 people and they all say I am anti-social. I have noticed I am a bit anti-social because I barely leave my house unless it is with them and at parties Im always in the corner. I also barely talk to anyone at school unless it is 100% necessary like a group project. Im also EXTREMELY shy when a girl is around I guess I also have low self esteem add to list. But with those 3 people Im extremely social.

So I am on Facebook. Yeah who isn’t. But today I sent two friend requests to people I have been waiting to ask me to be a friend. So a little less passive. One step in the right direction. And I also will log on everyday and write a note to someone on my list.

I Am horribly shy I would love for once in my life to be able to just talk about anything to someone anyone like my father.

Talked to my Dad this week-end!
He was calling me & leaving me messages.
It was really nice to talk to him!

Talked with my Mom yesterday & today!

Getting all caught up with my family.

Sent some cards out with pictures too!
And sent a package out recently which I hardly ever do!

my Mom today!

She happened to be in the neighborhood.
So we had lunch today!

We had a nice time!

No drama!
No arguing!

to call my Mom today, but she didn’t answer.
And her machine didn’t pick up either.

I was hoping that we might get together & hang out for a while.
Maybe this week-end or soon.

I took the time to catch up with family on the phone.
After I missed some phone calls this week.

I returned phone calls!
Spent time catching up with them.

Tomorrow I will try to call my Dad.

I talked with my Mom today for about an hour.
No drama today, thank goodness!