Keep promises to myself

i’ve become very bad about this. i always tell myself i’m going to do something and then i don’t and it’s very frustrating and not particularly good for my self esteem. now, i don’t believe anything that I tell myself. So from now on, if I say I’m going to do something, then I need to do it even if I seriously do not feel like it. I shouldn’t have told myself I would do something if I didn’t want to do it in the first place. I hope that it will also help with my indecisive nature

For the most part I deliver when I make a promise to another, but all-to-often when I make one to myself my resolve eventually fades. Sure it surfaces in things like bad habbits and about people that are not ultimately good for me, but I want to be able to look at my life more strategically, make a decision, and move on.