live before I die

Involved in an Act:
I’m the principal player

- my birth was a sin.
- I learnt that laughter leads to tears.
- intelligent and aware, I was called stupid.
- shy, yet decided to be extrovert (the bluff tended to work).
- transient lifestyle.
- I am an enigma and am naive.
- an adult trapped by my fears, my greatest protection is obescety.
- ingenuity,success and love have been in my life.
- I am humbled by my good fortune (despite the odds).
- now, lived and lost
- society has deemed me spent.
My birth was a sin.

Directed by: Six Degrees of Separation.

i don’t feel like i am truly alive at the moment, because i still live with fear. when i can be myself and live without fear, then i will be alive. i think if i have to hide from myself, then life is not worth anything to me.

i made a difference on Saturday when i volunteered at camp pottawattamie, a girls scout camp. the bach entrance looked really ugly, so me a my friend michelle dug it up all day and made it look beutiful by planting flowers and stuff. it looks amazing!!!

yes, i am technically alive, but as of now i just exist. i want to do crazy thisngs, like skydiving, or swimming with dolphins. I want to help people, by donating money, helping disabled children. i want to become a teacher.

I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

when he (Tim?) says “You can either get busy living, or get busy dying”.