say sorry

kody is my ex and hes really changed like bad i mean so ive been scared to talk to him and today i said andrews on 94 that was it but it meant the world to me but what we have done each other is horrible it may not mean much to you guys but its the world to me just remember time eases every pain..

i never got this complete but today was wonderful i got really sick for about a month still am any way i had to go to school today and i went down to the office to do the crts id missed well these to guys im having problems with 1 of them was acually my boyfriend well he screwed up my life anyway they were down there too and we had so much fun it was like nothing ever happened with us we joke around they’ve stopped the rumors about me and things are getting better but ive been so scared to talk to kody…

i am going to be sorry for the rest of my days, to matthew. i love you. im sorry.

Sometimes its hard to open your eyes and look back on the “truths” of your life.
Especially when during those “truths” you kept your eyes closed.
It pains me to know that people in my life saw through me the whole time.
It saddens me to know that there were those who had faith and love in me, and I betrayed their emotions.
I’ve commited the murder of emotions…
And I’ve killed feelings that were once directed at me.
Im sorry to them…
Im also I’m sorry to me.

So far in my “saying sorry,” I’ve identified three key people in my life who i feel i need to apologize to. The first person Is a woman, who I dated when i was going to college. I treated her horribly. She was in her first year of college, and I was an absolute asshole to her. I never regreted til years later, and now I’ve been attempting to find her. I’ve now found out she’s currently married and has one child but I can’t seem to locate her new last name, nor where exactly she lives. Im hoping that I can find an email address for her, and just tell her once that i’m sorry for the hell i put her through and tell her that she never deserved how i treated her. I pray i find her… She doesn’t have to forgive me….

I’m really sorry.

I promise you I will never be so stupid again.

I was a total idiot for doing what I did. I don’t normally do anything like that. Morgana, you almost got hurt and it was my fault.

I shouldn’t have tried to show you that thing in the lifts, sure it would have been funny, but they almost got to you and i first didn’t think about you.

I put myself before your saftey and you’re one of the most important people to have ever existed in my eyes.

I didn’t mean to hurt you or make you cry. Let’s forget about yesterday, move on and try to rebuild what we once had.

I really like you all and would do anything in the world for you guys, especially you morgana.

And incase you were wondering, after you left, he punched me in the gut and said ‘thats whats gonna happen to your little munter of a girlfriend if you’re not careful’

i was running because i couldn’t bear with myself if i found out you got hurt. I put myself before you. I will never do that again. I promise.

Please read my texts or this..

Jacob Mac

Our whole situation was truly more than anyone could ever deal with. The lies and mistrust were necessary on all parts except yours, and you were the one who got hurt the most. Dancer…I know you love him. I thought I did, too. And after the years with him and only months with you, I’d choose our friendship over him every time…and knowing I hurt you hurts me more than anything else about this.

Take your week. Hell, take a year.
But know that I am so sorry for everything I have done.

There are three people who I know i’ve wronged in my lifetime. I want to see them face to face and apologize for what i did.

i am sorry to infinity.
for words i meant to say
that came out wrong.

i am not perfection.

Bella, I hurt you, I let my impatientence ruin out friendship.
I miss you loads. Please answer my text. I sent one an hour ago.
I’ve lost many friends like this, by not thinking about what i say.
Its pathetic. A grown man cannot keep control of his words.
And what i said is too late to take back.
I am the most stubborn person you shall meet
With pride, but I would give it up for you, if you’ll swallow your pride and talk to me.
If not, then this is goodbye.
Nikos. just please rethink your decision of ignoring me. I didnt mean to say what I did. I did not mean it, how could anyone be negative about you? I love you so much. I never want to hurt you again. forgive me.
Nikos.