raise a child

I’ll put this one back up when I’m a little closer to fulfillying it.

this trip to China has reignited my flame to start raising a family. I have thought some more about adopting through foster care and will just try to keep my heart open and to be brave.

I’m not going to let them be hot house mushrooms.

I went out too, and swung my toddler on the swing.

as I work on my issues this one before more and more the focus. i will be traveling to china to help my sister with her adoption so I am getting plenty of inspiration. My therapist an dI are using this as a main goal as well. so that is very good.

I have completed foster care training. I am considering adoption but not sure right now.

I don’t see it anytime in the future, but I would like to pass on what little wizdom I have gleaned to someone of my blood at some point in my life.

I’ve all this useless stuff I’ve been learning throughout my life. It can’t be for nothing. I’ve got to teach someone how to dodge, how to fake interest during a briefing meeting, what to do in case of mayhem, how to react to your mother’s tears.
All in all, I guess I don’t wanna closure.