rant

which is where i shall rant. Unless i feel like being public!

it always happens just as soon as iv nearly forgotten. and always at the worst time, like when i was in a bath trying to relax, and at work on the phone to solicitors, and at my boyfriends, and on the train. its bollocks, thats what it is. fuck sake

i just hate people in general.

EVERYONE does it. I’m not standing for it anymore.

EDIT

i dont feel as strongley about this as i did earlier today, coz the person who i thought was ripping me off offered me loads of money for a taxi even tho he’s skint.bless him lol

sometimes i wish i did kill myself

and i cant be fucked with anyone elses shite either

fuck this

You’re all gonna love this! Lets all disregard my feelings! And while your at it, act like the innocent victim! Don’t you think thats the best way to celebrate? How about we all do it for your birthday?! Sounds fun huh?

i was ok yesterday, but now im just really mad!

Right, so theres this woman called Kathy. In fact, lets change that, lets call her Cunto.

So Cunto gets on the train when I’m on the way home, and she’s on the same carriage as me, and I see her talking to a lot of people and waving her arms about like a fucking loony, but I cant hear her because I’m busy listening to Queens of the Stone Age ♥ So she eventually sits down and stops talking and everyone stops staring at her.

At Hillington East, the ticket conductor comes, and by this point my battery died so I had the misfortune of being involved in this hoopla. Cunto stops the ticket man.

“Excuse me excuse me, can you help me?”
“Yes, whats wrong?”
“I have all these bags and I have to get off at Langbank _(at this point i thought “Bollocks”),_can you help me with my bags?”
“of course”
“But do you PROMISE?!”
“yes”
“please please please come back and help me at Langbank!”
“ok i will dont worry”
“but how am i going to cross the bridge?! can you help me with that?”
“im sorry i cant leave the train”
“oh. IS ANYONE GETTING OFF AT LANGBANK???”

A woman answers her before I could:
“I am. Dont worry, I’ll help you with your bags”
“thank you. can you give me a lift as well?”
“no i dont have a car”
“WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?“

Ok, the ticket man has managed to run away and at this point Cunto goes quiet until we get to Langbank, and meanwhile, I feel really guilty and decide to help her with her bags. I thought the reason she was being such a bitch was because she was upset, so I gave her the benefit of the doubt.

Cunto gets up just before Langbank and starts getting her bags ready. The ticket man also helps her, so I got up and said:

“hey, dont worry about crossing the bridge, i’l help you with the bags and phone you a taxi.”
“OK good” Cunto replies.

The train stops at Langbank and Cunto gets off and watches me, the ticket man and the other woman get her bags off the train. The train doors start to close and Cunto starts screaming “no!! please stop! noo!” like a banshee and the ticket man starts shouting “wait wait!” and everyone is panicking so I end up putting my hand on the doors and forced them to stay open. Sarah saved the day! You’d think Cunto would have said thank you but noooooooo.

All the bags are now off the train and the train pulls away. I carry two big suitcases, a small bag and drag a wheelie holdall. The other woman takes two suitcases. Cunto takes two small polly bags. We walk to the shelter and organise a taxi for her and explain what she needs to do.

Cunto then says “oh thats great, but can you make it come sooner?”.
The woman replies “no im sorry, but the driver will help you with your bags”
“oh good. bye!”

NOT EVEN A FUCKING THANK YOU!!!!

Bank of America’s Keep the Change confuses me.
i hate it.
i don’t care if it saves me money,
it’s annoying.
keep the change…where the heck did my money go?
keep the change…an extra transaction to keep track of in my log
keep the change…oh my god this is so stupid
keep the change…filling up my recent history.
i’m going to the bank tomorrow, fri or sat to stop the madness.
i’ll save more money by not sneezing anymore.
i’ll save more money by having my mom pay my stupid tuition.
i don’t want to have anymore financial freedom, let me be your slave to the dolla bill, just keep Keep The Change away from me