become more independant

one of the most important things to me right now.

but I’m grouping this in with “move out”
once I move out successfully, I’ll feel that I have achieved this one.

I always ask 4 money and rides and stuff well I can walk to the mall and save up my own money instead!

but i’m not as independant as I’d want to be… yet…

woop! im so glad i did this.. i had alot of growing up to do.. now i know that wen the time comes to move out n stuff i have the independence to do it

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i am turning 16 soon,, i no that in two years i will be off to university and i will need to learn how to take care of myself more,, i rely way too much on my parents

im turning over a new leaf,, they have gone away for the weekend. and it is the perfect opitunity to start being more independant, acting more adult

so i bought a cook book, which is reli good, im finding cooking quite fun, im also doing loads of cleaning ( not as much fun) but wen i look at the house after its all clean i feel a real sense of accoumplishment

im really looking forward to branching out on my own, and this time i no i will be ready

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This is one of my main self-improvement goals for 2007. Every time I grow in my independence, even in the tiniest bit I will write about it here so that at the end of 2007 I can see how I’ve grown. I’m going to change this goal to “become more independant and confident” because, for me these two are in some way connected.x

I’m an independant thinker but when it comes to executing my independant thoughts I kind of get stuck… I’m scared of messing up when I do things independantly so I always need someone with me so I can be able to say, “Well – she/he’s an idiot too!” I need to get over my fear of messing up when I do things indepandantly…

I was thinking of my stepmother when I wrote this. And I do need to take more steps towards seperating myself from her. I told her yesterday that if she can’t play nice, than we weren’t going to play at all.

I can’t figure out why I thought I needed this goal. I’m a pretty independant person. why do I need to be more so? i must have been feeling run down that day…I’ll figure it out, though.