find someone who understands me

to be failed from time to time. But I have found someone and it is me.

people don’t stick around for long…

it’s like they say, you can be in a crowded room but feel like the loneliest person. you just wake up every morning and think will this be the day my life really starts andsome get the way i think and where i come from. i havw friends but not many understand all my ways of think and just avoid trying to understand or try to but it’s impossible. i’m so run by my emotions that it frutrates me and it would be great if someone could walk in my shoes one day and know what it’s like to “misunderstood”.

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i really feel no one really understands me. like i’m alone in the world. i mean i’m smart and pretty, and that makes most people scared of me. i don’t think i’ll ever understand why. i know so much about so many things, but i just can’t seem to care about alot of stuff that other people care about. like what movie stars are doing, or who slept with who, or who won the football game last week.
stuff like that just doesn’t hold my interest. having ADD doesn’t help much either.

maybe i’m just doomed to be misunderstood

its pretty simple. i want someone to love me for me…and want to be around me out of admiration not obligation….

Like all relationships they start out great but fall apart once the other person realizes that they simply can’t deal with me. And in all fairness I am not an easy man to be with so I can’t really blame them. If only I could find a woman who understands and would continue to love me despite my failings.

How lucky I am to have two people in my life right now that I believe truly do understand me.

One, a friend of many years, takes the words out of my mouth and juggles with them changing them into something more powerful.

Two, a woman who has changed my life, She brings out my want to “do things” and affects me more then she’ll ever know.

How lucky I am to have two people in my life right now that I believe truly do understand me.

One, a friend of many years, takes the words out of my mouth and juggles with them changing them into something more powerful.

Two, a woman who has changed my life, She brings out my want to “do things” and affects me more then she’ll ever know.

i met this amazing guy. He was so perfect for me, Heck i still love him, but here’s the thing i screwed it up. Not beyond recegnition but bad enough that we arn’t together right now. We are a 1000 miles away from eachother now, but we still talk and talk about maybe getting back together sometime in the future. But for now i feel so empty without him. I feel like he still have everything but we are apart. It’s hard for me to talk to him about this though. I know he still loves me just thats whats hard, being far away but so close in our hearts. I wish this feeling could just be easy to let go but it not. his memories are everywhere i turn. work, school, home, everywhere! I just wish we could get over this and i know it’s going to take time for him to forgive me just i’m scared that it’s going to be to late for both of us. I want him, i want to be with him and know he’ll never leave. but for now i’m just empty.

i think fate should do the work not me, people who understood me already have came and left, really dont want new people to understand im not ready to deal with the grief of them leaving anymore, i’ve just had it from PEOPLE!!!! I wish i can leave EVERYTHING behinf me and simply GO Far from every single person i’ve known ….