holly_Crawfordi was on the role and blew it last night
i have been stoping and starting smoking always – my boyfriend smokes drinksk buys me party drugs and i keep saying ok, but its starting to bug me… i do not want to smoke – its weak and its unattractive and ages you quicker… and i get a start in the morning when i wake up i think oh no i did it again… and last night given an E and beer i ended up chain smoking and believe i can definately do this…. i am going to do it.. i am going to smoke my last cigarette after this entry and then that is the END… so i am putting a time on my quitting, and it is one year, i will not smoke, i want to encounter the natural beautiful things which cigarettes dont gel with… here is to my health. 3 years ago



