get over my fear of dentists

I don’t think the fear is gone but at least I’m sticking to a treatment plan.

Had my bottom teeth scaled in December and lived through it.

Has 2 teeth pulled last week and lived through that as well.

Another scaling scheduled for the end of this month for my upper palate…

That should put a stop to this periodontal disease.

I just cancelled the periodontist appointment I had for tomorrow…

never made it to the Periodontist last year.

another tooth had to be pulled last week.

MADE it to the Periodontist this week…. final damages in the $9,000 range…. lots of bone loss and pockets… causing the bacterial infections leading to extractions.

I think I’m going to go for the super dupper scraping, scaling while anesthetized. That should keep this year’s costs under $2,000

If scraping/scaling doesn’t work completely, then next year I’ll think about bone reconstruction et al.

i had a filling without anethstetic. i think im finally over my fear. yay

and it nags at me in the back of mind

why do I do this to myself????

I love going to the dentist, I love going to the dentist, I love goint to the dentist…

Maybe a few more reps will help!

The rest of my teeth are healthy; no cavities, just worn fillings.

I need to see a periodontist to bring my gums back to a healthy status… I don’t think it’s going to be a picnic!

Now to make that appointment. I tried last week, right after seeing my dentist; stopped by the Periodontist’s office… but it was a Wednesday – closed.

I have to force myself to do this THIS week.

and it’s for tomorrow morning, bright and early. I’ve already been warned I need periodontal work to save my teeth. Probably because of my smoking over the years.

I’ll see what that entails.

the impacted tooth did…
got to see my regular dentist AND another dentist down the hall that pulled my tooth out…

see why I don’t like the dentist; it’s never any fun!

of course, if I could take the regular appointments with that drill thing I may not need to get my teeth pulled out.

So in the fear department; same old, same old.

But next Thursday when I go see the Doctor that extracted my tooth for a follow up I will stop by my regular dentist for an appointment… I think!

will get me there real soon.

thank god my friend introduced me to Kava Kava!

and the fear is still winning…