Study more

I’m not sure how to get myself motivated to do my school work. I used to like learning. But now I feel like I don’t have anything to work for. There’s no reward if I study hard and there’s no punishment if I don’t. I’m content with C’s but that’s not who I want to be. I want to be smart. People think I’m smart but I don’t believe that I am. I could be, but I’m not smart yet.

I’m studying like a… a… I don’t know, but it feels like studying pretty much is my life now.

Anyway I still need to study more because I can’t seem to keep up (don’t get me wrong, I keep up better than most people in my class, but I want to do more more more)

Studied a little today!!! Yes!!! I’ve been trying to force myself to study for many days.

I study most efficiently after midnight (for some weird reason) and that isn’t very good since I’ll be tired during school. But now I’ve come up with a solution! I come home after school and take a 2-4 hour nap. Then I can stay awake late and study! Also I’ll have more energy and I procrastinate less when it gets late :) I know its not the best solution since it messes up my sleeping pattern and its probably unhealthy too. But it works as a short term solution when I’ve got lots to do in school.

There’s nothing physically or mentally stopping me from studying. No time constraints and no major isssues to distract my attention. It’s just a simple face of me not doing it. Should be relativly easy but I simply can’t maintain the effort. Mabey I’ve been going about it the wrong way before? Mabey I can get it right from now on?

Actually if you see all my other goals, this is quite self-explanatory. Also I am just dumb and have bad marks in school.

1.)Review German Kapital 4
2.)Finish all calculus homework that is due next Sunday
3.)Write a story in German (1 page) to get a better feel for sentence structure.
4.)Study for my American Government Exam (shouldn’t be too difficult).

This is really not pertaining to studying, but it does pertain to the greater good of this goal which is to not procrastinate and become more pro-active in my school work.

The semester is more than half over and even though I have done good. I am still not doing as good as I could. I have been procrastinating and not studying for my tests. I have still recieved high marks, but I feel that it is essential that I study more for future success.

Spent all yesterday afternoon solving maths problems. I really don’t get imaginary numbers but if I just accept the rules and skip the understanding-thing, it’s OK. I was two weeks back before monday, now I’m just one day behind!

Also today was meant to be the physics-day, but I honesty can’t solve those problems. I get it when I read but then actually solving problems is a totally different matter. I just keep running downstairs to check the answers on the computer…