be sexy again

Well I think I can just about take this one off as completed! Despite the fact that I’ve got a couple extra winter pounds, and I could use a new hairstyle, I’ve very happy with myself physically. I think I look sexy and am proud of myself and love the way I look!

Good luck to all the others striving to find them selves sexy again!!! You can do it, just keep working at it! :D

Well I think I’m doing pretty good. Although I’ve taken a severe beating emotionally. I picked up a guy downtown this weekend and we really hit it off, and despite the fact that he was out of town we were emailing each other and having decent conversation. When I commented on the fact that he still had me on ‘limited profile’ list (I couldn’t see most of his photo albums, his statuses, comments left by others on his wall, (etc…) he stopped replying, then the next day I find out that he has deleted me and blocked me!!

What is that all about?! So that took a pretty big blow to my ego and self esteem.

I’m definately getting there. It’s not just about me working out and getting fit and wearing makeup and having nice clothes… etc. It’s about feeling great about myself. I’ve recently realized this. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and every day I find myself more and more sexy. No judging, no negativity, just me being secure with myself and loving myself not just for my physical appearance but for who I am…. Cause I’m a great person inside and out! Every body is!!

I was browsing through some profiles on a chat site (border line teenage sleeze) and realized how unattractive I have become. I don’t know when or how it happened. In all honesty I think it’s been since the car accident a few years ago, when I gave up because of all the scarring on my face and neck. I know that the scars will never go away, but maybe I could do something else…. I don’t know what though…