Rekindle some old friendships and family ties that I've let go

Ok I made my final effort today. I sent an e-mail to the family member I was attempting to reconcile with. If this goes badly again, I am pretty much done with this goal. I will let sleeping does lie.

Had a lot of family drama today. I just don’t want the stress and all the ickiness that goes along with this goal. It just seems like it is more difficult than it needs to be. Still thinking on it…

There is a reason I cut certain people out of my life. Why bring them back? Sometimes with family members I feel bad simply because they are family and there are more people involved than just me and one other person. With friends I think you feel bad because you have such a shared history and sense of loyalty. I think if I make the decision not to be involved anymore with someone, maybe that should be it. I don’t make the decisions hastily and have yet to really regret it. In the past couple weeks I attempted to fix a breech between myself and another family member. Mainly for the benefit of others. I just got back a bunch of preaching. I am feeling bad about the decision to even get back in touch with this family member. I may even drop this goal since maybe it isn’t something I want after all. I will have to think on it some more.

I have a few people in mind that I would like to reconnect with but I can barely keep up with the people who are current in my life. I do need to make more of an effort as I can be a slacker in this deptartment.
Its funny as I’m updating many of my goals a lot of them are simialar or dependant on each other, or maybe balance each other out.