get rid of him

We have a son together. So… Getting rid of him might not be as easy as before… BUT: Since he doesn’t care about his son, I don’t care about him.

He’s not paying child support. He never calls to ask “How’s my son?”. For the last 6 weeks he’s only seen his child on the street when me met coincidentally.

So now, I’m finally ready to live without him. And I’m actually thinking of changing my phone number… so he can’t call in the night!

Changing jobs helped. :)

I have never been one to have trouble with boys, In fact I stayed away from them completely and they stayed away from me because I was overweight. Nowadays they are giving me attention and I don’t know how to act. I don’t like the attention, I’m too shy for that. But one person Inparticular won me over and I find out he has a girlfriend. And yet…I’m still seeing him. I keep telling myself I’m not like that and I wouldn’t want someone doing that to me, hell Ive never even been in a relationship. I have told him more than a few times that I didn’t want to see him anymore but he keeps working his way back in. But this time I’m serious, I cant deal with it and I don’t want to be second to anyone...

My resolution for the new year:

Either, we will be going steady or he will be out of my life by the end of 2007…

The odds are high that the first thing will become true… He’s talking about “what a perfect match” we would be… Yeah, sure… The only place where we are a perfect match is in bed – and he f*ing knows that!!!

I want to get rid of my Mr. Big – really desperately … but, hey, if it were easy, I would have done it ages ago …