try to be a bit more sociable and outgoing

but i feel like i really need to make more of an effort. difficult, though, because in the state i’m in i’m quite happy to stay home and do my own thing. life seems like too much of an effort. shouldn’t i enjoy doing stuff with friends? not that i don’t get some enjoyment out of it, but it seems like too much effort, not enough fun. but then, living out in woop woop where it takes me over an hour to get into the city (where everyone i know lives), tends to take some of the fun out of it.