achieve the perversity to struggle against the things i cannot change, the shortsightedness to avoid dealing with the things i can, and the impatience to ignore the difference

i want to mix it up on my list to energize the doing stuff. perversity aspect is to drop things to progress on them, and add things when i’m not even covering what i’ve got

alright… not very perverse… just the kind of the perfume of perversity that wafts through all our actions

well, well, well… hi all. i can’t believe it’s been almost a year and a half. seems the ‘quadruple t’ rule applies to just about everything in my life these days (these things take time).

but…
i’m back here, and will be updating my goals with entries… and can report some progress… although i’m surprised to see some of the goals i thought most important… or at least most do-able… haven’t been do’ed at all. that’s a perversity i accept.
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image shows “human realm” from buddhist wheel of life and death, samsara. human-style is to bring things close, curiousity, love and disappointment.

title is variation of (possibly apocryphal) groucho line: time flies like an arrow… fruit flies like a banana.

My ability to achieve this high state of awareness is obviously far superior to my ability to see the rational calm zen in any situation. It is fair to say I can safely check it off of my list of goals!

naturally, during this GSD (copyright rob 2005) period. without this, it would not be possible

I’m kidding. Seriously.