mom made fun of me for having this disorder and she said that I was crazy. She kept laughing and laughing.
One day she will not have me around to be a bitch to.
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mom made fun of me for having this disorder and she said that I was crazy. She kept laughing and laughing.
One day she will not have me around to be a bitch to.
I sometimes have a suffocating feeling that the past is part of the present, and that history will re-live itself. Maybe not in the same way, but in another shape. Fear is such a suffocating and paralyzing emotion to deal with. I hope to find the right doors to open so I can go through them and then close these doors on my past.
It’s terribly unusual for a young woman of 26 like me to have this type of disorder, but it stems from a horribly disfunctional and abusive childhood. One of the major goals of my life is to get the intensive counseling needed to confront, accept, forgive, and move on so I can triumph over Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and live my life away from fear and pain.