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stop wanting what i cant have


 

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    Damn it. 4 weeks ago

    The first step is convincing myself that I don’t want him anymore. It’s the “I can’t have him even if I want him” part that gets to me. I’m so freakin’ stubborn. Why can’t I just put the damn phone down? Why can’t I just take no for an answer? Why do I make so much progress in two weeks to have it all messed up in one night? Damn him.



    mrcreed is keeping to himself

    and 6 months ago

    i should add…”stop taking what i dont want”



    Untitled 1 year ago

    I feel ur pain



    I have to admit... 1 year ago

    I may as well just fucking give this up because its almost as if I never had any intentions of ever, ever EVER in my mind, giving…Him…up. I never even once thought about it. Sure, I may need the reminder in general from time to time…but really, I know who and what this is about, and I’ve failed, completely. I dont want to stop wanting him. Its been a year or more now. And I’ve never done anything inappropriate, not one bit…but maybe I wish I could.



    i.e. Him 2 years ago

    I guess this ties in with one of my other goals.. but it’s such a big one, I think it needs two.




     

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