stop thinking about suicide

It’s just so unhealthy… I am under so much pressure and stress; I’m scared I won’t have any success and that alone is terrifying enough to make me contemplate suicide. And fantasize. Ahhhhhh!!

thats where those thoughts are now.
ahaha.
I am free of wanting to kill myself. woo hoo.
the beach helps.

I don’t know what to do about me.

Any step that isn’t forward is a step back. I feel like going backwards for a while.

I wish I could trust my friends. My friend just told me she made out with my ex.I have only dated two guys and both made out with one of my friends. That sucks.

I wish my sister didn’t have to go through so much pain. I can see the old her sliping away and someone new emerging, someone I don’t like that much. I want to help her.

For years I’ve been having nightmares. Whoever I loved most at the time would die terrible deaths in my minds eyes. This hapened when I was awake and asleep. It ws hard to have fun.

I know this will be worth it. Life is so beautiful. But at times I can’t seem to see past the doom and gloom. I’m envious of those who are so happy. But then I think maybe they’re unhappy, maybe they’re all alone, with no one to understand them or what they feel. I want to erase the thoughts that plague me. So I too, can be happy. Its hard, to resist hurting yourself, to not drug yourself, to not hurt others, to forgive food for adding one more problem in your life, to not live your life as a lie. But it’s all worth it.

Very worth it, having morbid depression since I was 8, then taking antidepressants which made me deeply suicidal. I got over it very slowly, and it had a great deal to do with realizing that I myself am so insignificant that taking my life would mean absolutely nothing except to the few people on earth that actually give a ** about me.

I’m not sure.
I still get those days where I get really upset and want everything to go away but recently I’ve been going through a hard time, it’s been horrid but dispite everything I still haven’t thought seriously about suicide. Obviously I’ve thought about it, it would be a lie to say I don’t anymore but I don’t think about it to and extent where I’m worried I’ll actually do it and that’s good enough for me.
I can’t describe how good it feels to be able to honestly say the words “I’m happy” ^_ it’s incredible, there’s is actually nothing I can say without sounding corny.
I wish you all the best of luck if I can do it you guys sure can!

i’m over pittying myself, it makes me feel selfcentered.
after so any things i’ve tried to do to die [deep cuts, overdoses, trying to hang myself, jumping off a building, ect.] if i’m not dead yet, there must be a reason i’m alive.
i still have deprettion, and the thought still enters my mind, but now i’m in control. i will be happy again, and fine.
find something better then wanting to kill yourself…
its pointless.

Even though the thought sometimes enters my mind, I am now in control, and it rarely happens.

Free your mind.

Stop thinking about suicide and start thinking about life!

Ive stopped…..but not completey…....i mean , ur nver gonna stop. ull think of it no matter wat, even if not on purpose. But just remember this:

DO NOT FOLLOW THAT THOUGHT NO MATTER HOW PROFOUND!!!!!!