Be more spontaneous and creative

every moent i want to make my mind with new ideas,not thinking problems or ordinary life

that’s my aquarius self.

i have to let my inner self to come out more often..

im redoing my bathroom all cool..or at least trying to

From yesterday, today I saw a little toy car on my boss’ desk (she’s out of the office today) and I thought to myself, it needs a little person in there driving it around. Instead of saying to myself “that’s silly” and walking away, or deciding to do it later, I cut one out of paper and put it in the driver’s seat. It was fun, it looks like it’s waving to her.
Little thing, sure, but it’s the habit of just doing whatever silliness enters my mind; I want to be accustomed to doing that.

This goes with my procrastination goal; I just have to immediately DO the creative things that spring to mind, not think of them and decide to do them later, then forget about them, or think of them later when they are less exciting/interesting.

at my new school everyone thinks im a pussy. and that i’m daddy’s little girl. just another rich kid. but i’m not! they think i wont do shit, and i’m to afraid to do anything. well, i’m not a pussy, not daddy’s little girll.. i don’t even reallly like my dad. and i’m definatly not anywhere near rich. they don’t know me at all but they still go on and say shit like they know who i am. like everyone was surprised when they heard me swear? and im like what the hell its just aword? why wouldnt i swear? it really bugs me that people think of me like this. and i don’t know i want to be more spontaneous and creative. i’m pretty creative and random haha, but you know.

Unfortunatly this dosent seem to be something that I am readily capable of, I am creative in my work life but not in my personal one, I guess I like what I like!

Peel myself away from both the computer, the TV, bed, the couch, AND the kitchen. Clean the house before I can go out and do whatever I feel like at that second.

It bugs me a bit that nothing takes my family by surprise any more, it’s almost expected, de rigeur to be left field. I’d like a rest, put my feet up and drink a bottle of beer in front of the tv.
“Daddy”
“Daddy’s gone weird, Mum.”
“But darlings, don’t be silly, your Daddy doesn’t drink beer and we don’t have a tv!”

OK, I’m a creative professional so sometimes I don’t seem to want to be creative in my free time. But I really love it, mostly the people around me who just fearlessly entertain themselves with quirky creative little things that they share with others. I really enjoy that about them, and it inspires me to give in to my inner self and have spontaneous outbursts of creative oddity.