live everyday like its my last

i used to be so crazy and outgoing. and i then i wanted my bf get busted with weed and ive had anxiety and ive been scared of things every since. how do i over come it? i want to be wild and crazy like i used to be.

I think that I have been living everday like it is my last day. I am just enjoying life and being happy to be here.

Going back to school and just life in general is great.

i dont want to save up the moments dont want to save so much i want to live!

i dont have enough energy for it

gonna give up

“if you dont live on the edge you taking up to much space”

“A ship is safe in a harbor but thats not what ships were made for”

“Most people learn by observation, and there are the few who learn by experimentation. And then there are those who actually TOUCH the fire to see if it’s really hot.”

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

today i was going to collect my son from pre-school and was kinda hungry, so i stopped off at the shop bought some supplies and we had a picnic in the park on the way home. He was very happy and hasn’t stopped talking about it. i really enjoyed it too.. it really is the little things isn’t it

Recently, as a senior in high school, I lost credit for all my classes because I made a specific choice. A friend, my best friend, had to make a two day trip to Denver (we live in Rapid City, South Dakota) to have an abortion. She hadn’t known she was pregnant until nine weeks, and had been using drugs the entire time. The father had just been sent into rehab for meth use, and his family and hers were constantly harrassing her about her pregnancy and her relationship with him. Being only eighteen, the stress on her mind and body was too much for her too handle, not even mentioning the added weight of knowing she was going to be a mommmy to a baby nobody wanted. She was strong enough to make the choice and I went with her to Denver, even though I was one absence away from losing credit. I don’t regret being there for her for a second. She needed somebody and I was the one that make the choice to go with her and be there for my best friend, the woman who’s been there for me whenever I’ve needed her. I don’t care what anybody says. I still believe that I made the right choice and given a second chance, I’d make it all over again.

So now, with 21 credits (we only need 22 to graduate), I was unenrolled from High School, and now I’m dealing with the consequences of my decision. I will either get my GED or brave one more year of high school. Whatever choice I make, I know that I will do something with my life, even if it’s not considered something to everyone else. My life consists of my choices and I will keep making them. Sometimes there will be consequences, but I know that, and I’m ready to take what I deserve for the choices I make. I will live my life with no regrets, no shame, and no fear for what tomorrow may bring. There are things more important to me that a slip of paper that says I graduated high school. There’s friendship, love, experience, and the hope that there’s more to come.