Regain my sense of humor.

I believe that I lost it in June of 2004 somewhere near Placerville, California. It should be easy to identify, thanks to the unusually high percentage of dark humor, mixed in with bizarre and “over most people’s heads” type humor as well. If you find it and return it to me, I will work out some kind of reward. I miss it and would really love to have it back…

I got seriously depressed as madness of the whole world just seemed mad and not funny at all. It took time (and grieving and crying) to get over it, that was the most terrible two months of my life yet… So, I seriously recommend regaining sense of humour – life is pretty joyless without it.

It’s worth having a laugh at things. At life and at yourself. I’m glad I’ve worked out my issues and have regained my bouncy personality again. I work at a day care centre looking after and playing with little kiddies now and I love it! That’s definitely gotta mean I’ve completed this goal :)

I think as you get older and become aware things you never thought existed, there’s this strain on your inner child.

My inner child always found a way to laugh at everything and not take things too seriously. I was complimented and sometimes teased routinely because I always had a smile on my face. Somedays I think all this is starting to fade. I’m not finding the silly things funny anymore and even worse I almost take “everything” seriously.

Maybe I just need to relax, I need to have more fun, I need to let go of the things that just aren’t doing it for me (or take a break). Or maybe I’m just thinking too much. But anyway- I’d like my sense of humour back. Maybe then I’d be a lot more fun to be around as well.

Not too long ago I used to have a lot of fun, becoming the guy everyone laughed with instead of at. :p My blog (course it was e/n at that time, blog wasn’t ‘in’ then) was filled with rather humorous entries instead of the drivel that ends up there now.

I’d really like to get into that mode again, to get my life to a point where I can worry about making people laugh and smile, and maybe in the process laugh and smile a lot myself.