ended up going bad.. I cried nearly the whole time and had an anxiety attack.. it sucked.
So now a week later I really want to move on with life.. but I physically don’t know if I can.. between the no sleep.. being sick.. it is all starting to suck. I feel like everyone wants me to get on with things.. and I do too.. instead I sit up here with a heating pad feeling like crap:( 2 years ago

gonna take a drive and explore the area i`m in;) Google maps says that it is about 1 hr 45 mins.. so that will give me plenty of time to stop here and there
there are a few towns i`m interested in seeing 2 years ago

telling me to slow down.. take my time. Sleep.. eat.. take that bath.. read that book ..etc.. but I feel like I should be moving forward. But in moving forward, I am afraid of doing it too fast and making bad choices- at the same time, how much heal and rest time should I take? This is all very confusing. 2 years ago