listen to myself

I just don’t do it enough. I always stress myself out and i never listen to myself.

It’s destroying my life. I can’t even control my feelings…i need to be able to do this

Finish the summary of Chapter 1 of Lifetime Physical Fitness and Wellness: A Personalized Program

I did this today, but I need to do this more often. I had gotten myself roped into a shady business deal. Someone offered to pay me to do the work for a one of their classes. At first I was shocked that someone would ask me that, and so casually at that, so I said maybe.
Then I had to buy my textbooks and got my bill for tuition. So… I decided to do it for the money. I already knew the subject anyway, and for doing just a little extra work, I’d be getting paid. But after one assignment I realized it was way more work than I had anticipated. I’m taking 5 of my own classes right now, and I thought I could handle this too, but it’s not gonna happen.
I kind of feel bad for backing out and breaking my promise to this person that I would “help” them, but at the same time I don’t feel bad, because they shouldn’t be trying to cheat in the first place.
Lesson of the day: Don’t cheat. Not even for money.

i’ve started carrying around a small/portable /lightweight journal. i’ve had big journals for years, and feel like it is time for me to have something with me all the time. i’ve been asking myself questions a lot. i am in process and it feels right. i’m also reading “women’s bodies, women’s wisdom” which is an amazing book of women’s health and empowerment. it is helping me listen to myself.

Very Good Advice
I give myself very good advice
But a very seldom follow it
That explains the trouble that I’m always in
“Be Patient,” is very good advice
But the waiting makes me curious
And I’d love the change
Should something strange begin

Well, I went along my merry way
And I never stopped to reason
I should have known there’d be a price to pay
Some day, some day

I give myself very good advice
But I very seldom follow it
Will I ever learn to do the things I should?

Will I ever learn, learn to do the things I should?

via SKYPE!

P.S. I listened to Someone Else, too.

I AM QUICK TO GIVE ADVICE BUT SELDOM TAKE MY OWN…?
AND I OFTEN LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLES ADVICE AND THEY OFTEN HAVE IT ALL WRONG.