I used to describe myself as cheerful and positive but i am so gloomy i can’t remember when i last felt cheerful for any length of time. I suspect it might be seasonal.
I want to cheer up, i’m bored of being miserable now.
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Someone said how “perky” I am all the time! I do actually feel better. I’m staying on my meds. My son calls them my “happy pills”. I call them my life savers! Seriously, if you are depressed, feeling like you might hurt yourself, call your doctor and get help. Please!
Arias is like a butterfly, only human
With a smile on a face and ultimately good humor
I’m still stressed but I’m cheery most of the time :)
Had to go to the ole dr. She was wonderful and boy oh boy do I feel better. Note to self: If you take your medicine everyday, you really do feel better. I hope to stop being so moody now. I know what my issues are and I know how to minimize the horribles, so I should just do it the way the dr. says! So I am. It’s so hard admitting that you can’t do it without meds.
damn..i really didnt realize how easy it was to cheer up. sometimes it just feels like youre in the darkest tunnel with no light anywhere to guide you. i guess i was looking outside myself for happiness or something, i dunno. all i know is i am not totally sane unless i smoke weed once in a while. being sane cheers me up, thats what kept getting me down…now to just convince my psychiatrist to get me medicinal marijuana perscriptions
I feel so crabby!!!! I am tired and bloated and fat and miserable and it is affecting everyone around me. I actually FORCED myself to try to just be happy. Now I have a headache. I better go back to the doctor and get some help.
I’ve stopped letting the things that suck colour my outlook. There are loads and loads of things that don’t suck, I just need to stop focussing on the things that do. This goal is done methinks!
KatsLovinLife is hopeful for a great 2009!
I get my car back tomorrow. I have 2.5 weeks until graduation. I am motivated about finishing what I need to get done in my classes. I get to see the Killers in concert on Friday. I am starting Yoga. Life is good. I’m definately feeling more like myself and less like someone who wants to sleep all day. I’m checking this goal off as done.
KatsLovinLife is hopeful for a great 2009!
Thought I was doing better but had a crappy evening yesterday. “Boo hoo, my life is so hard” – that’s not normally me & frankly, I’m annoying myself.





