Go back to Colombia

I’ve been there about 3 times in my whole life…I want to go back soo bad because everytime my mom comes back she says how great it is, but I can’t =(. Some people over there are crazy and especially because I look like such a gringa =p it’s not that safe..Is your fam there?

I am now an American Citizen and just a bit closer to going back.I am in the process of getting my passport.Big things and travel,nothing and no one can stop me
loneliness is secondary

I’ve lived a dream,probably one some people may never accomplish.I have had the opportunity to live in Colombia my birth place,Peru my mothers,Paris France,and New York City.I am trilingual,I have family scattered throughout the world.Here comes the old speech now.I have lived in the United States for 10 years,I am 21.I am pratically an American,and I am glad to live in this country.BUT.
I dont know the place I grew up in,I dont know alot of my family or even remember them though they remember me fondly or so I’m told ,I dont know what it’s like to walk the streets of Colombia being conscious of the surroundings,living and hearing the traffic and seeing the people that make up your fiber.Though I am in reality half Colombian and Half Peruvian,see another entry coming up :).I will be there soon,I promise,wait for me.