learn to sing and dance

But I’m not so good at the dancing part… However! I can learn.

I love singing in the bathroom and dancing with the radio… at home, my way. But I want to practice and improve – for myself – so I can exercise, clear my mind, put my worries away, and feel capable of being an artist… oops,I might want too much, but this is dreaming, so it’s ok. Now, the planning and doing part…

There are times when I hear someone sing or I watch someone dance and it takes everything inside of me not to cry. I can pull off dancing, so it doesn’t bother me in the way singing does. I tear up in jealousy. There is such a strong desire in me to sing… but I’m terrified to sing in front of people. It might all be psychological… but I really think I suck, and I’m too embarrassed to do it anyway. But I love it, and it tears me apart that I cant.